Day Thirty

It's been a while hasn't it? I've been going through episodes of feeling super motivated and then going through periods of emptiness and stagnation. Maybe that sounds extreme, but I do think everyone is going through something similar. I also turned 29 six days ago. This is the zenith of my 20's and I wonder I've truly done everything that I can to improve my life.

I got an important call last week. The person that I had a conversation with was saying that I shouldn't live my life to appear a certain way to other people. I am an enneagram type 4 and when I first saw that result I was disappointed because it wasn't the "ideal" type to me to achieve financial success or success in the management world. Self hatred is a toxic thing. It can bring the best of people with good intentions into a dark tunnel.